Thought of the day..

Never allow someone to be your priority while you're just their option!!

pagirthukolle palagikkol :)

Nammudayathu yendru sollikkolle inte thegattayum uyiraiyum tavire veru ondrum illai.

Pirappaal naam manithargalaga padaikkappattu, pinbu oruvarukku oruvar pasamudan palagi, uravugalodu ondrupatthu vaalthu, pinbu kaalam pogum pokkil muthumaiyai kalitthu, piragu manamillamal vidaiperuvathe manithe vaalkai vattam. Inthe kurugiye kaale kattattil, naam nammai pattri mattume sintikkamal pirarin unarvugalaiyum asapasanggalayum sirithu karutthil kondu seyal paduvathu innum sirappanathu yenbathe yenathu karutthu.

Iruppinum, nammil silar tanggal viruppanggalaiyum tevaigalaiyum mattume poorthi seivathil mummuramage seyalpadhugindranar. Pirarai pattriye yosanaiyo mana baramo sirithum ivargalukku kidayathu. Tevaipadum poluthu mattume pirarai naadi sellum ivargalai kirumigallukku samamai oppidalam. Perumbalana kirumigal, tanggal vaalkai chakkarattai otte, pirarin udalaiyum uruppugalaiyum payanpaduttugindrana. Anthe jivarasigallukku batikkappadum manithargalai pattri yellalavum kvaruttamillai. Atarkkethpe, ikkale kattattil silar (plar yendre kuralam!) tanggal nalanukkagevum thevaikagavum mattume pirarin uthaviyai naadi varuvar. Kariyam niraiveriyathum vanthe valiyileye odi viduvargal.

Aintarivu padaitthe naikku kude nandri yannum vaarthaikku artham pulanpadugirathu. Aanal, aararivu padaithe manithanukku athu yenne varnam yendre teriyathu. Pogum pokkai paarthal, nandri yendral yenne? yenthe kadaiyil kidaikkum? Yevvalavu vilaikku kidaikkum? yendru beram pesi viduvargal pole. Uthavi ketpathu tavaru yendru naan kure villai. Aanal, seithe uthaviyai marappathuthan periye tavaru.

Namakku uthaviyavargallukku nammal iyandre uthavigalai prathibalanaga seivathe nalle manithanukku alagu. Appadiye seyye iyalamal ponalum, uthavikku batil ubatthiram seyyamal iruppathe pothumanathu. Aagave, sirithalanalum kodutthu vaalvathe siranthe vaalkai. Sirithanalum petravudan yendrum atai manathil kolbavane siranthe manithan..!!

AnThE NaAl nyAbAgAm~

Pesippalagiye ivvutadugalukku pesamal irukka iyala villai,

Ninaithu palagiye yen manathukku ninaikkamal irukke mudiya villai,

Nadanthu palagiye yen kaalgal naam sendre pataigalai marakke munvare villai,

Siritthu magilthe yen sinthanaigalukku nam natpai seerkulaikke vali illai..

Pasamum nesamum unnidam kanden,

Pesikkalitte naatkalai yenni magilnthen,

Nittham unnai patri ninaithen,

Anal ivvanaithaiyum naan mattume anubavittatai kaalam kadante unarnthen..

Malarukku italgal alagu,

Malaikku maranggal alagu,

Vaanukku nilavu alagu,

Aanal penmaikku mounamthan alagu..

Kaalangal urundodinalum konde natpu yendrum marathu,

Tadaigal ayiram vantalum valkai yendrum kasakkathu,

Pirivugal yettanai yerppattalum nyabaganggal yendrum maraiyathu,

Ulagame alintalum pasam yendrum aliyathu!!

NeVeR EnDs!!

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year

The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

http://www.boardofwisdom.com/Default.asp?topic=1005&listname=Love

OnE iN a MiLLiOn!!

You are one in a million,

In the care that you gave me since I born..

You are one in a million,

In the attention that you provide without fades..

You are one in a million,

In the love that you share with me when I am in need..

You are one in a million,

In the inspiration that you gave me to run my life..

You are one in a million,

In the knowledge that you thought me since young..

You are one in a million,

In the cheer and laughter that I have experienced..

Mum,

You are the only one in the world,

Who I wish to hold back in my life until now,

And, for sure there will never be another in your place..

Happy mother's day ma..

Love you and miss you always!!

PaNaM..!!

Ulagame adippaninthu yetirparthu thedi sellum
Maberum selvaakku konda porulanathu,
Siru kagithanggalagavum sillarai vattangalagavum
Yelimaiyai tenpadugindrana!

Kai man alavu katralum ulagalavu kattrathupol perumuchi vidum manitargalin mattiyil,
Pesamal mounam satittu oruvaridamirunthu matroruvaridam kaimari sendru,
Vintaiyane ivvulagaiye tanathu selve vittaiyin vali mayakki,
Tanvasam ilukkum sakti ikkagiytatthirku mattume uriye iyalbhu!

Pasiyilum pattiniyilum tinam tinam vaadittavikkum yelaigalin kangalilum seri,
Panjanaiyil uranggi palum tenum unnum panam padaitavargalin kangalilum seri,
Panam yennum porul athu ninaivilum nittiraiyilum,
Ovvoru vinadiyum vanne tiraippol ulaa vanthu kondirukkum!

Uyarthe manitargalin vaalkai nerigalai seerkulaiye seithu,
Asaigalukku adimaigalakki,
Panattai thedi alayum peigalaga matrum tiramaiyum,
Inthe vettukkagitattin sirappugalil ondru!

Panam yendru alayum manitargal irutiyil kondu selvathuthan yenne?
Verum kaiyodu annai madiyilirunthu vante manidargalukku,
Petra annaiyum pirantha ulagayum tavire,
Verenna sotthu?

Panattai naadi puttiyai ilakkum manitha,
Oru ganam porutthu nindru yositthuppar!
Adambaremane vaalkaiyai neritavari vaalvathai vide,
Yelimaiyane vaalkaiyai iraiyarulodu vaalvathu yevvalavo mel!