Saturday, July 25, 2009

UnFaItHFuL~

Story of my life, searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul ?cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

He's more than a man and this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be a murderer

I feel it in the air as I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss up on my cheek, he's here reluctantly
As if I'm gonna be out late

I say I won't be long just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know where I'm about to go
And we know it very well?

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be a murderer

Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun
And put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore, anymore

And I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside

And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be a murderer
A murderer,
no no no
Yeah

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

ninaivellam~

Andru naan tanimaiyil nindre pothu,
Yenn tuyar tudaike un natpu irunthathu,
Indru yen manam vaadi nitkayil,
Yenn unarvugalai pagirnthu kolle nee illai.



Yetho oru siriye kaaranatal,
Nammidaiye ittagaiye virisalgal,
Ivvai tevaitana yendru ninaikayil,
Veendave vendam yendru uraikkirathu manam..


Aanal yenne seivathu?
Yenathu natpai kaatilum pirarin toonduthalkale unnai sulandrullane,
Athilirunthu unnai mirke naan patte paadu,
Athai solle vaarthaigal illai ivvulagil..





Thunbam athu illate vaalkaiye illai,
Tadaigal illate natpum illai yendru unnidam palagiyatharku pin purinthathu,
Nam natpai naan unarvathai vide nee unara vendum yenbathe yenathu viruppam,
Iruppinum kadanthe kaale ninaivugal yen manathai vittu maraiyave villai..



Nee vendam yendru unnidam irunthu naan vilaga villai,
Ini mudivu un kaiyil yenbathai unarthave naan appadi seigiren,
Naan sei vathu sariya tavara yendru ullatthil pallayiram kelvigal,
Aanal atharku innum vidaithan mulaikke villai..



Pirarin petchai kerpathai nirutti vittu,
Un manam solvathai kethu seyalpadhu,
Kaalam than nam manathirku marunthu poda vendum,
Poramaiyum pottiyum alle!!!

Monday, July 6, 2009

BrOkEn~

I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new.

What is broken is broken....

And I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived.