Sunday, November 22, 2009

maari payanillai...

Sila neranggalil vaalkai namakku niraye vishayanggalai thunbatthin moolam kattrukkodukkum.. Athu tavaru illai yendralum yetrukkolle kadinamage irukkum... Naatkal pale kadanthu ponalum, puthiya muganggal pale vanthu ponalum... Kadanthe pathaigalum anubavitthe inbanggalum yendrum manathil nilaikkum...Athu polethan thunbanggalum...Inimaiyane kaalangal nilaithu nirpathillai...

Kallai kettu sirpatthai setukuvathillai,
Vaanatthai kettu sooriyan uthippathillai...

Namathu vaalkai iraivanal yevvaru amakkappatirukkiratho avvaruthan sellum. Athil yenthe matramum illai... Pirarpol vaale aasai padugire naam, namathu vaalkaiyai rasitthu vaale maruppathaltaan vaalkai salitthuvidugirathu... Iraivan alitthe inte vaalkaiyai inbamai vaale yennum bothu pala thadaigal vanthu pogalam. Manam talaramal avatrai yetirkolle vendum yendru butthi sonnalum, manathu athai yerkathu..

Yettanai kannir... yettanai pracanaigal... yettanai puriyathe uravugal... yettanai purinthu kollathe uravugal... Naduvil sila kaalam sogatthai sugamakkum natpu...

NATPU...
Moondrelluthu sollage irunthalum athan porul aalamanathu... Athuvum yen vaalvil yenathu nanbargal alitthe panggu migavum athigam.. Yethanaiyo nanbargal namakku kidaipaargal... Paravaigal palavitham, athupol nanbargalum palavitham... Oruvarai oruvarudam oppidamal vaale ninaithalum kaalamum neramum atharku vali vagukkum... Yetahiyum yethirparamal varum natpil yethirparpu vantha pinbu virisalgal mige sataranam..

Nalam visarippathilum manathil ondrai vaithukkondu vaayalavil siritthu pesuvathilum yenthe payanum illai... Oruvarin valarchiyil matroruvar bayam kolvathu iruthiyil yenthe nanmaiyayum alikkathu...

Kastamage irunthalum tarpothu naan kadakkum ikkalekattam yen vaalkaiyil yenakku niraiye puthu anubavanggalaiyum vishayanggalaiyum kattru kodukkirathu... Naan nanage irukke virumbugiren.. pirarukkage naan mari, athanal yennaku yenna laabam???

Yen vaalkaiyai ini naan yenakkage vaale yennugiren.. Indru puriya vittalum oru naal puriyum bothu unmaiyane natpu kannil teriyum.. Appothu unmaiyai yennai tedhi varum natpukku yendrum yen manathil idam irukkum...
Anaal, pottiyum poramaiyum niraintha ivvulagil... vanjam kolvathum poi solvathum sarva sataranamane visyangalage irukkum bothu, naan mari payan illai...

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

ByE ByE...


"Of all goodbyes, the kind that which hurt the most was the one your ears never heard of, yet your heart knew it's already been said."

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Thedalgal!!


Theadiyum kidaikkathu yendru terinthepinnum,
Thedipparkiren naan yen manathil un ninaivai!

Punnagai athu ponnagaiyai vide arithu,
Pennin manathil athu thenpaduvathu athaivide arithu!

Mannukku maram yendrum baaram illai,
Pettravalil ninaivu yendrum yen manathirku baaram illai!

Aayiram uravugal yennudan irunthalum,
Alagiye ninaivugalil mattum vaalgire nyabaganggale yendrum aliyamal irukkum!

Uyirrirunthum nadaipinamai vaalgiren ingu,
Ponn porul illamal alle, unmaiyane anbun pasamum attru!

Manam yenum odatthil payanam seiyum unathu ninaivugal,
Karaiserke mudiyamal thavikkiren nadu kadalil!

Theadalgal yendrum mudivathillai,
Avai mudinthal vaalvil rusiyillai!









Sunday, August 9, 2009

UyIrILe!!

Uyirile En Uyirile Uraindhaval Neeyadi
Unakkena Vaazhgiren Naanadi
Vizhiyile Un Vizhiyile Vizhundhavan Thaanadi
Uyirudan Saagiren Paaradi

Kaadaamal Ponaai Idhu Kadhal Saabamaa?
Nee Karaiyai Kadandha Pinnaalum
Naan Moozhgum Odamaa?

Uyirile En Uyirile Uraindhaval Neeyadi
Unakkena Vaazhgiren Naanadi...




Kanavugalil Vaazhndhuvitten Irudhivarai
Kangaliley Thoovivittaai Manthugalai
Indha Sogam Ingu Sugamaanadhu
Adhu Varamaaga Nee Thandhadhu
Nee Marandhaalume Un Kadhal Mattum
En Thunaiyaaga Varugindradhu

Aaraadha Kaayangal En Vaazhkai Paadamaa?
Ini Theeye Vaithu Erithaalum En Nenjam Vegumaa?

Uyirile En Uyirile Uraindhaval Neeyadi
Uyirudan Saagiren Paaradi....

Kadaliniley Vizhundhaalum Karaiyirukkum
Kaadhaliley Vizhundhapinney Karaiyillaiey
Indha Kadhal Enna Oru Nadai Vandiyaa?
Naan Vizhundhaalum Meendum Ezha?
Iru Kannai Katti Oru KaattukkuleyEnnai Vittaaye Engey Sella?
Aan Nenjam Eppodhum Oru Oomai Thaanadi
Adhu Theruvin Oram Niruthivaikkum Pazhudhaana Theradi

Uyirile En Uyirile Uraindhaval Neeyadi
Unakkena Vaazhgiren Naanadi...

Sunday, August 2, 2009

Thanimai~

Noyil kodiye noi,
Thunbathil tiraathe tunbam,
Thedalil mudiyathe yethirparpu,
Ivai anaithirkum siranthe bathil thanimai!!

Aayiram per nammai suttri ula vanthalum,
Nam meethu akkarai kondalum,
Thaai aval manam pol oru manathai,
Thedinalum kidaikathu!

Naalukku naal,
Yettanai sambavangal, yemattranggal, tholvigal,
Anaithaiyum thangge manam ondru pothe villaiye!

Thaaiyaval arugil illai,
Paasam athan varnam yenne yendru teriye villai,
Unmaiyane natpu athan ilakkanam puriye villai,
Vaalkai athan paathai pulan pada villai!

Naalkaatiyil naattkalai kilippathu pol,
Un nyabaganggalai yen manathil irunthu kilikke iyala villai,
Pirivu yennai vaatinalum,
Manam athil indrum un ninaivu vaalthu konde irukkirathu!

Yenathu thanimai naan virumbi yetrukkondathu alle,
Yennai virumbi athuvage thaluvikkondathu,
Athil irunthu vidupadum kaalatthai yethirparthu kaattirukkiren,
Vazhi mel vizhi vaitthu!!

Saturday, July 25, 2009

UnFaItHFuL~

Story of my life, searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul ?cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

He's more than a man and this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be a murderer

I feel it in the air as I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss up on my cheek, he's here reluctantly
As if I'm gonna be out late

I say I won't be long just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know where I'm about to go
And we know it very well?

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be a murderer

Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun
And put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore, anymore

And I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside

And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be a murderer
A murderer,
no no no
Yeah

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

ninaivellam~

Andru naan tanimaiyil nindre pothu,
Yenn tuyar tudaike un natpu irunthathu,
Indru yen manam vaadi nitkayil,
Yenn unarvugalai pagirnthu kolle nee illai.



Yetho oru siriye kaaranatal,
Nammidaiye ittagaiye virisalgal,
Ivvai tevaitana yendru ninaikayil,
Veendave vendam yendru uraikkirathu manam..


Aanal yenne seivathu?
Yenathu natpai kaatilum pirarin toonduthalkale unnai sulandrullane,
Athilirunthu unnai mirke naan patte paadu,
Athai solle vaarthaigal illai ivvulagil..





Thunbam athu illate vaalkaiye illai,
Tadaigal illate natpum illai yendru unnidam palagiyatharku pin purinthathu,
Nam natpai naan unarvathai vide nee unara vendum yenbathe yenathu viruppam,
Iruppinum kadanthe kaale ninaivugal yen manathai vittu maraiyave villai..



Nee vendam yendru unnidam irunthu naan vilaga villai,
Ini mudivu un kaiyil yenbathai unarthave naan appadi seigiren,
Naan sei vathu sariya tavara yendru ullatthil pallayiram kelvigal,
Aanal atharku innum vidaithan mulaikke villai..



Pirarin petchai kerpathai nirutti vittu,
Un manam solvathai kethu seyalpadhu,
Kaalam than nam manathirku marunthu poda vendum,
Poramaiyum pottiyum alle!!!

Monday, July 6, 2009

BrOkEn~

I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new.

What is broken is broken....

And I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

nUmBeR 8...


You have a very strong personality and people will find it hard to understand you. You are more likely to suffer in your younger years. You might be also the one responsible to look out for your family. You often suffer all the way through life. You will learn life in a very practical way. You are the one who will fight for justice and may even die in the war too. You are normally very reserved with a handful of friends and most of the time, live life alone and always prepared to help others. However,once you settle down, (which is often late), then your hard lucks will disappear. You will face unexpected problems such as encountering poisonous animals, and accidents. You are highly- disciplined, persistence, and courageous, and it is your strength that will take you to success. You area great part of a family team. You are a fighter.

I did a quiz known as "your personality by birthday" at facebook.. And I got the description above as the result of that quiz.. More or less, it's true..! Amazing.. :)

Hoping for a better tomorrow!

Monday, June 15, 2009

ippadiyum silar~

yenggu sendralum puthiya manithargalai santhikkum pothu naam avargalidam irunthu katrukkollum visayanggal pale. Avvaru naan payindre migapperum paadam yenbathu naam pirarin unarvugalai mathikkum alavithku mathravargal namathu unarchigalai mathippathillai yenbathuthan..

Teriyamal nadanthe oru tavarukku manippu koriyum atai yerke marutthal yenne seiye mudiyum nammaal? Tavaru seivathu manitha iyalbhu, mannippatho theiva iyalbhu. Ithu naam anaivarum arintha onre. iruppinum, pirar nam manathai punpadutthum bothu saga manithargalai naam ante nabar meethu kovam kolvathu iyalbane ondru tane? atai yen perithu padutthe vendrm yendru neenggal karuthalam.


Aanal, ithu uyiraiyo unarvaiyo urinjum mahakuttram alle.. mige siriye tavaru, athuvum yetharthamaga nadanthe ondru.. atharkage ivvalu aarpattam thevaithana yendru yennippaarthal sirippatha sinthippatha yendru theriya villai...

Aalum valaranum arivum valaranum, athuthanda valarchi yendre paadal vari ondre akkanam yen manathilum seviyilum meendum meendum olitthathu. 22 vayathu nirambiye oru nabar yendral atharkku tagunthe manappakkuvamum avasiyam allava? Tavaruthalage nadanthe ondrirkum karanatthodu nadanthe ondrirkum verupadu kaane iyalathe mano bavatthai naan yenne vendru kooruvathu yendru yennakke teriye villai..

Hmm.. irunthum paravayillai.. ponaal pogatthum.. yendru yen manathai therthikkondu marubadiyum thavarukku varunthugiren.. mannitthu vidunggal yendru koori vidai pettren.. Siru visayamaga thenpattalum yen manathaiyum mathiyaiyum perum alavil inte sambavam panipuriye seithu vittathu..

Seithe tavarukku mannippu kerpathu tavaru alle.. iruppinum anthe mannippai koori vitthu marubadiyum athe tavarai seivathuthan tavaru.. yennai porutthe matthilum yennal nigalthe siramatthirku naane munsendru uthavalam yendru matthume yenninene tavire, ubatthiram seiye orupothum yenne villai..

Indraikku ithu oru paadam yenakku.. Yen manam punpatthu vittathe yendru atharkku marunthage ithai naan yennevillai, punpatthe manathirku oru nalle uram yendre yennugiren..

Saturday, June 13, 2009

SiRaGuGaL!!

siragugal vantathu yenggo selle,
iravugal thirnthathu kannil melle,
ninaivugal yengguthu unnai kanave!

kanavugal pongguthu yethile alle,
valigalum sernthathu ulle kelle,
suganggalum kooduthu unnai thediye!

unnai unnai taandi selle,
konja kaalam konja thoram konje neran
koode yennal aagumo..
unnai unnai thedi thane inthe yekkam inthe paathai intha payanam
inthe vaalkai anatho...

(kanavugal)

ooo..
nathiye nee yengge yendru karaigal theda koodatha!
nilave nee yenge yendru mugilgal thede koodatha!

mazhai iravinil kuyilin gheetham,
thudippathai yaar arivar...
kadal madiyinil kidakkum palarin
kanavugal yaar arivar..



alage nee yenggirukkirai,
valitthal anbe anggirukkirai,
uyire nee yenne seigirai,
uyirin ulle vanthu selgirai,

anbe yentan nenjam yengge,
poovin ulle nilavin mele theyin kile kaatrin veliye illaye..
unthan kannil unthan moochil unthan iravil unthan nenjil
unthan kaiyil unthan uyiril ullathe!

ooo..
yenakke naan sumaiyai mari yennai summanthu vanthane!
unnakke naan nilalai mari unnai thedi vanthene!

vizhi nanaithidum neram paarthu,
imai vilagi vidathu,
uyir thuditthidum unnai yenthan,
uyir othukki vidathu,

ulagam oru pulliyanathe,
nenjam yenggo mithanthu poguthe,
uyiril oru poo vedikkuthe,
sugamo valiyo yellai miruthe!

(siragugal)

oru imai yenggilum thenil moolge,
oru imai matthiram valiyil noge,
idayinil yeppadi kanavum kanumo..

(unnai)

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

HoRoScOpE!

ARIES WOMEN (March 21 to April 19)
She thinks the world is watching her through the eye glasses of rose petal frame. She thinks people think and talk about her only about good things and often disappoint to know the fact that they are not true and not even real, so she will feel hurt. She thinks her path has to be a beautiful one. She thinks only good things so she prepares and always makes arrangement for her to be in the right path always, quite systematic indeed. If there is no guy in her life, she will be busy with herself. This seemingly ordinary woman will push herself to meet her goal. Her face mostly will be slim and long, high cheek bone, Eye brow slightly curve up, slightly tall more than short, thin lips and she will have quite a confusing or mixture of character.


Sometimes, she will be very careful about guy she will mingle with. She thinks as if she has a main CPU in her head and she could memorize everything from her childhood. When she faces with problems, she will handle them and solving them very well, and at the same time showing other people that she has that capability. She can put her mind in solving problems in crisis better than many other Zodiacs. Once she determines to do thing, nothing will stop her.


Woman in this Zodiac could be totally different from one woman to another woman. You could see her in the party dancing like flash dance or dirty dancing; as well you could also see her as an old fashion lady or a geek. She could be someone flashy and wanted by many men, or she could be a cold and non-social person. She will have her own way to win you over. Once she chooses you, she will need to be proud of you. "Love" is not as important to her as "Marriage". Her real goal in life is "Safety" and her position in other people sight need to be "Secure". She plans her life, and socially life easily and very carefully. She is also very artistic and realistic, so if you are a nobody or nothing, no chance because she loves ambition and a good life. She need lots of love, but do not want and do not belief in an occasional or unconventional love.


She is a proud in nature type, so if you see a woman in this Zodiac come from a poor family, she will act like a woman from a noble family by birth anyway (certainly there are always exception). She always looks cool even when she is not. She likes to make people see her as "secure and confident" even she is a mixed emotion and mixed character type. If she is mad, you can tell right away and she can stay moody for quite a long time.


You never have all her times, for she likes to work hard and also spent some spare times working for charity. You will see woman in this zodiac a "Volunteer" for camp, and if she is in a high society, she will most likely be a president or a V.P. of a "Club". She is a romantic and artistic, but being poor and unstable is certainly not in her dreams. Her beautiful imaginations need to be realistic, for failure is not in her plan.


A Goat always climb high, so either she start from a low point or a high point, she will make sure at the end she will have the best spot. She will not show her ambition, but she will show that she satisfy with herself now. Once you look back she already moved up again, quietly but sure.


If she is your love one, be supportive and understand her. She is stubborn, but she will listen. She will act like a gentle fragile person, but in fact she can stick you down like super glue without you knowing it.

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Thought of the day..

Never allow someone to be your priority while you're just their option!!




Thursday, May 14, 2009

pagirthukolle palagikkol :)

Nammudayathu yendru sollikkolle inte thegattayum uyiraiyum tavire veru ondrum illai.

Pirappaal naam manithargalaga padaikkappattu, pinbu oruvarukku oruvar pasamudan palagi, uravugalodu ondrupatthu vaalthu, pinbu kaalam pogum pokkil muthumaiyai kalitthu, piragu manamillamal vidaiperuvathe manithe vaalkai vattam. Inthe kurugiye kaale kattattil, naam nammai pattri mattume sintikkamal pirarin unarvugalaiyum asapasanggalayum sirithu karutthil kondu seyal paduvathu innum sirappanathu yenbathe yenathu karutthu.

Iruppinum, nammil silar tanggal viruppanggalaiyum tevaigalaiyum mattume poorthi seivathil mummuramage seyalpadhugindranar. Pirarai pattriye yosanaiyo mana baramo sirithum ivargalukku kidayathu. Tevaipadum poluthu mattume pirarai naadi sellum ivargalai kirumigallukku samamai oppidalam. Perumbalana kirumigal, tanggal vaalkai chakkarattai otte, pirarin udalaiyum uruppugalaiyum payanpaduttugindrana. Anthe jivarasigallukku batikkappadum manithargalai pattri yellalavum kvaruttamillai. Atarkkethpe, ikkale kattattil silar (plar yendre kuralam!) tanggal nalanukkagevum thevaikagavum mattume pirarin uthaviyai naadi varuvar. Kariyam niraiveriyathum vanthe valiyileye odi viduvargal.

Aintarivu padaitthe naikku kude nandri yannum vaarthaikku artham pulanpadugirathu. Aanal, aararivu padaithe manithanukku athu yenne varnam yendre teriyathu. Pogum pokkai paarthal, nandri yendral yenne? yenthe kadaiyil kidaikkum? Yevvalavu vilaikku kidaikkum? yendru beram pesi viduvargal pole. Uthavi ketpathu tavaru yendru naan kure villai. Aanal, seithe uthaviyai marappathuthan periye tavaru.

Namakku uthaviyavargallukku nammal iyandre uthavigalai prathibalanaga seivathe nalle manithanukku alagu. Appadiye seyye iyalamal ponalum, uthavikku batil ubatthiram seyyamal iruppathe pothumanathu. Aagave, sirithalanalum kodutthu vaalvathe siranthe vaalkai. Sirithanalum petravudan yendrum atai manathil kolbavane siranthe manithan..!!


Wednesday, May 13, 2009

AnThE NaAl nyAbAgAm~

Pesippalagiye ivvutadugalukku pesamal irukka iyala villai,
Ninaithu palagiye yen manathukku ninaikkamal irukke mudiya villai,
Nadanthu palagiye yen kaalgal naam sendre pataigalai marakke munvare villai,
Siritthu magilthe yen sinthanaigalukku nam natpai seerkulaikke vali illai..

Pasamum nesamum unnidam kanden,
Pesikkalitte naatkalai yenni magilnthen,
Nittham unnai patri ninaithen,
Anal ivvanaithaiyum naan mattume anubavittatai kaalam kadante unarnthen..

Malarukku italgal alagu,
Malaikku maranggal alagu,
Vaanukku nilavu alagu,
Aanal penmaikku mounamthan alagu..

Kaalangal urundodinalum konde natpu yendrum marathu,
Tadaigal ayiram vantalum valkai yendrum kasakkathu,
Pirivugal yettanai yerppattalum nyabaganggal yendrum maraiyathu,
Ulagame alintalum pasam yendrum aliyathu!!



Tuesday, May 12, 2009

NeVeR EnDs!!

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade


The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.


Senior year


The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.


Graduation Day


A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.


A Few Years Later


Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.


Funeral


Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

OnE iN a MiLLiOn!!

You are one in a million,
In the care that you gave me since I born..

You are one in a million,
In the attention that you provide without fades..

You are one in a million,
In the love that you share with me when I am in need..

You are one in a million,
In the inspiration that you gave me to run my life..

You are one in a million,
In the knowledge that you thought me since young..

You are one in a million,
In the cheer and laughter that I have experienced..

Mum,
You are the only one in the world,
Who I wish to hold back in my life until now,
And, for sure there will never be another in your place..

Happy mother's day ma..
Love you and miss you always!!


Monday, May 11, 2009

PaNaM..!!

Ulagame adippaninthu yetirparthu thedi sellum
Maberum selvaakku konda porulanathu,
Siru kagithanggalagavum sillarai vattangalagavum
Yelimaiyai tenpadugindrana!

Kai man alavu katralum ulagalavu kattrathupol perumuchi vidum manitargalin mattiyil,
Pesamal mounam satittu oruvaridamirunthu matroruvaridam kaimari sendru,
Vintaiyane ivvulagaiye tanathu selve vittaiyin vali mayakki,
Tanvasam ilukkum sakti ikkagiytatthirku mattume uriye iyalbhu!

Pasiyilum pattiniyilum tinam tinam vaadittavikkum yelaigalin kangalilum seri,
Panjanaiyil uranggi palum tenum unnum panam padaitavargalin kangalilum seri,
Panam yennum porul athu ninaivilum nittiraiyilum,
Ovvoru vinadiyum vanne tiraippol ulaa vanthu kondirukkum!

Uyarthe manitargalin vaalkai nerigalai seerkulaiye seithu,
Asaigalukku adimaigalakki,
Panattai thedi alayum peigalaga matrum tiramaiyum,
Inthe vettukkagitattin sirappugalil ondru!

Panam yendru alayum manitargal irutiyil kondu selvathuthan yenne?
Verum kaiyodu annai madiyilirunthu vante manidargalukku,
Petra annaiyum pirantha ulagayum tavire,
Verenna sotthu?

Panattai naadi puttiyai ilakkum manitha,
Oru ganam porutthu nindru yositthuppar!
Adambaremane vaalkaiyai neritavari vaalvathai vide,
Yelimaiyane vaalkaiyai iraiyarulodu vaalvathu yevvalavo mel!



Saturday, April 25, 2009

Maatranggal..!!

Maatranggal..
avai vaalvin iyalbhu,
Pirappirkum irappukum naduvil,
nigalum tiruppumunaigal..
Manam atarkhu purambai nadakamal,
Sinthanaigalai seerkulaikkamal,
Oorukku udanpattu vaalum vaalkaiye,
Maatranggalin ilakku..

Nammai suttri irukkum ovvoruvarum oru vitham,
Atil nallavargal teeyavargal yenru,
Baaga pirivinai nadattamal,
Avargalukkerphe naam vaale munaivathe sirantathu..

Maatranggal nammai naadi varugayil,
Paguttarivai payanpadutti,
Pakkuvamai mudiveduppate,
Tiramai saaligalukku alagu..

Mattravargalukkake vaalvathalla vaalkai,
Matravargalai manathil kondu vaalvathe vaalkai..
Tholvi athu nilai yendru karuthamal,
Muyandru munvare muyarchikke vendum..

Moodi irukkum meghattai paarthu sornthu vidamal,
Atarkkuppinnal olinthirukkum nilavai theda vendum..
Vaalvil yethirnokkum tholvigalai kandhu kalanggamal,
Atharkuppinnal anivagutthu nirkum vetrigalai manathil kondu seyalpada vendum..

Pinbenne vethainai?
Matranggalai tirante manathodu varavetru,
Avattrai vetrikku astivaramaga kondu seyelpattal,
Sigaranggal thooram illai..!!












VeNmEgAm...

வெண்à®®ேகம் பெண்ணாக உருவானதோ
என் நேà®°à®®் எனைப் பாà®°்த்து விளையாடுதோ
உன்னாலே பல ஞாபகம் என் à®®ுன்னே வந்தாடுதே...
à®’à®°ு நெஞ்சம் திண்டாடுதே...

வாà®°்த்தை à®’à®°ு வாà®°்த்தை சொன்னால் என்ன?
பாà®°்வை à®’à®°ு பாà®°்வை பாà®°்த்தால் என்ன?
உன்னாலே பல ஞாபகம் என் à®®ுன்னே வந்தாடுதே...
à®’à®°ு நெஞ்சம் திண்டாடுதே...
வெண்à®®ேகம்...

மஞ்சள் வெயில் நீ.. à®®ின்னல் ஒளி நீ..
உன்னைக் கண்டவரை கண் கலங்க நிà®±்க வைக்குà®®் தீ...
பெண்ணே என்னடி.. உண்à®®ை சொல்லடி..
à®’à®°ு புன்னகையில் பெண்ணினமே கோபபட்டதென்னடி...

தேவதை வாà®´்வது வீடில்லை கோயில்
கடவுளின் கால் தடம் பாà®°்க்கிà®±ேன்
ஒன்à®±ா.. இரண்டா..
உன் அழகை பாட

கண் à®®ூடி à®’à®°ு ஓரம் நான் சாய்கிà®±ேன்
கண்­ரில் ஆனந்தம் நான் காண்கிà®±ேன்
உன்னாலே பல ஞாபகம் என் à®®ுன்னே வந்தாடுதே...
à®’à®°ு நெஞ்சம் திண்டாடுதே...

எங்கள் மனதை கொள்ளை அடித்தாய்
இந்த தந்திà®°à®®ுà®®் மந்திà®°à®®ுà®®் எங்கு சென்à®±ு படித்தாய்?
விà®´ி அசைவில் வலை விà®°ித்தாய்
உன்னை பல்லக்கினில் தூக்கி செல்ல கட்டலைகள் விதித்தாய்

உன் விரல் பிடித்திடுà®®் வரம் ஒன்à®±ு கிடைக்க...
உயிà®°ுடன் வாà®´்கிà®±ேன் நானடி
என் காதலுà®®் என்னாகுà®®ோ...
உன் பாதத்தில் மண்ணாகுà®®ோ...
வெண்à®®ேகம்...

Friday, April 24, 2009

YeThAi NeE tHoLaItAlUm..

Yettanai aayiram paadalgalai keattu rasittalum, itayattil nirkum paadalgal oru sila paadalgal taan. Avvarisaiyil yen manatilum mathiyilum ninre pallayiram paadalgalil ippadalum onru..

Pesugiren pesugiren un itayam pesugiren,
Puyaladittal kalanggathu naan pookkal meetthugiren,
Yethai nee tholaitalum manatai tolaikkate,
Adanggamale alaipaivathe manam allava..

Kadal taandum paravaikkellam illaipaare maranggal illai,
Kalanggamale kandam tandume,
Muthruppulli arugil neeyum meendum sinne pulligal vaithal,
Mudivenbathum aarambame,

Valaivillamal malai kidayathu,
Vali illamal manam kidayathu,
Varuntathe vaa,
Adanggamale alaipaivathe manam allava..

Kattil ulle chedigalukkellam tannir ootre aale illai,
Tannai khaakkave taanai valarume,
Pengal nenjil baram yellam penne konjam neram taane,
Unnai tondinal inbam tonrume,

Vidiyamaltan oru iravethu
Vadiyamaltan vellam kidayathu,
Varuntathe vaa,
Adanggamale alaipaivathe manam allava..










Thursday, March 19, 2009

~give yourself a chance of hope~

Life is teaching us many things from day to day. The roads of life may be steep and hard to climb but remember, once you lose the momentum to move on, thats the endpoint of it! Never ever reach it without facing the challenge. Simply saying don't give up....

Whatever your mind says, just ignore them and listen to what your heart says... This can sound the same for others but in my life, I'm practising it since young. Close your eyes, set your mind at a peaceful state, then think about the problem that running in your mind just now. Think about how far it shows the impact on you and people around you. And then decide what to do next.

Never ever rush in taking decisions. Especially when your mind is not at a stable state. Stable state here simply means when you are free of anger, jealousy, disappointment and sadness. Although loneliness is not a good manner that we should practise but sometimes it can bring you out of the things that make you worry at your surroundings.

When you achieve something, just take it as a gift for your sweat. But when you lose, do not take it as the end of everything. Just give yourself another day and make a new start. Learn from your mistakes and never repeat your mistakes.

Withstand your hope in life and whatever happens, just hold on and develop your self- esteem from minute to minute....

Hope(by Brian Quinn)
When all about you is black with gloom,
And all you feel is pending doom.
When your bones are racked with grim despair -
When every breath is a gasp for air.
Keep on going, though you need to grope,
For around the bend is a ray of hope.

A ray of hope is perhaps all that's left,
As your will to live has been bereft.
You've lost it all, it's just no use!
You can end it all, you need no excuse.
But throw away that piece of rope,
And give yourself a chance of hope.

Just give yourself another day,
Brushing aside what your thoughts may say.
This is your life and you can make a new start,
By ignoring the brain - just follow the heart.
Taking baby steps in order to cope,
And minute by minute you'll build on your hope.

Build on your hope,. one day at a time,
Though the road be steep and hard to climb.
The hurts of the past - they should be dead.
The fears of the future are all in your head.
Just live in the present and refuse to mope
Your life will sparkle for you're living in hope.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Change~

CHANGE... CHANGE... CHANGE...

When we were young, our parents asked us to change our attitude to be successful in life. Then, during school life, teachers thought us to change the way we think to achieve our ambitions. Followed by dearest friends who asked us to change in order to see a new world that waiting with plenty of oppurtunities to win in life..


But, the question now is how many of us really have done it??? Its actually too radical and complicated to change things suddenly.


Imagine those who were born as left handed person. These people are normally been forced and encouraged to use their right hand to do things. Basically its because people believe in such a way that usage of right hand which eventually carries a positive energy could actually bring good luck or fortune. Whereas, left hand is known to carry a negative energy that is not really good to do things. This may seems simple for the person who insist or order to do so but it will be highly difficult for the person to accept and practise it in their daily life. Simply saying, its easy to ask or advise others to change but its really difficult to do that for our own. But, is it a necessary change? Think of that first.


It may seems like not making any sense, but changes are sometimes not just to adapt but to gain more than that. So, think before we change. As we grow up, things will get more complicated and challenging. If we still stick on to our normal behavior and expect others to change, it is impossible. We should change ourselves first before waiting for others to do so.

In other words, we are also responsible to think twice before we correct our attitude. Change only for relevant reasons and beneficial things. Do not simply modify yourself for someone else which finally will not mean anything for you.

Sometimes, although we try very hard to change something, but believe me or not, its not that simple. It will consume so much of your time and energy to do so. Therefore, when you put so much of courage and effort in making changes, make sure at last you deserve the change and stay loyal to it. Once you change, remember to remain in it. There is only one way in change, no 'u' turns at all...!!

Trust~

Trust in me
for who I am when I was with you

Trust in my action
for what I did for you yesterday

Trust in my emotions
because I know what in your heart

Trust in my attitude
although you find it difficult

Trust in my words
because I can feel what you need

Trust in my advice
because I am the only one who can think wise for you

Trust in my relationship
it will provide you a better tomorrow

Trust in my expectations on you
they can channel you to the right path

Trust in my presence
because I know the pain of loneliness

Trust in my guidance
they can guide you to the correct way!

The gift of Life~

On the very first day, God created the cow. He said to the cow, "Today I have created you! As a cow, you must go to the field with the farmer all day long. You will work all day under the sun! I will give you a life span of 50 years."
The cow objected, "What? This kind of a tough life you want me to live for 50 years? Let me have 20 years, and the 30 years I'll give back to you." So God agreed.

On the second day, God created the dog. God said to the dog, "You are supposed to do is to sit all day by the door of your house. Any people that come in, you will have to bark at them! I'll give a life span of 20 years."
The dog objected, "What? All day long to sit by the door? No way! I give you back my other 10 years of life!" So God agreed.

On the third day, God created the monkey. He said to the monkey, "Monkeys have to entertain people. You've got to make them laugh and do monkey tricks. I'll give you 20 years life span."
The monkey objected. "What? Make them laugh? Do monkey faces and tricks? Ten years will do, and the other 10 years I'll give you back." So God agreed.

On the fourth day, God created man and said to him, "Your job is to sleep, eat, and play. You will enjoy very much in your life. All you need to do is to enjoy and do nothing. This kind of life, I'll give you a 20 year life span."

The man objected. "What? Such a good life! Eat, play, sleep, do nothing? Enjoy the best and you expect me to live only for 20 years? No way, man!....Why don't we make a deal? Since the cow gave you back 30 years, and the dog gave you back 10 years and the monkey gave you back 10 years, I will take them from you! That makes my life span 70 years, right?" So God agreed.


AND THAT'S WHY.... In our first 20 years, we eat, sleep, play, enjoy the best and do nothing much. For the next 30 years, we work all day long, suffer and get to support the family. For the next 10 years, we entertain our grandchildren by making monkey faces and monkey tricks. And for the last 10 years, we stay at home, sit by the front door and bark at people!


http://www.indianchild.com/gift_of_life.htm and editted by subaguna~

Everything happens for a reason~

Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, if they be events, illnesses or relationships, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. God sets the trill of human life in the ups and downs they face. Without that, no lessons in life to be learned...


If someone hurts you, betrays you , or breaks you heart, forgive them. Although you find it difficult to do, but whether you believe it or not, that is the point where we would be able to step a new step. For they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to who you open your heart to. Remember that no one is perfect but should try our level best to be perfect in order to survive in this world..


If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes to things you would have never seen or felt without them. But do not expect them to love you back because if they fail to do so, again you are the one who going to feel the pain and hurt. Always bare in mind that love is beyond expectations.


Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again. Even a second can make you feel thousand times of happiness or even sadness. But no one is born to be sad. So, take things easily, do your best each and every day. Leave the rest to God. Only He knows the answer at last.


Talk to people you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you either. Although others may look down or underestimate you, believe that everybody is special in the eyes of God. Think positively about yourself and others. Although sometimes people say that first impression is the best impression, do not believe so much in it. Because things can change as time moves. Its just that whether we realise and appreciate them or not.


You can make of your life anything you wish. Create your own life and then go out and live it. Don't leave for others but live your life for yourself. That will make you feel better and courages.

We forget that forgiveness is greater than revenge. People make mistakes.
We are allowed to make mistakes. But the actions we take while in a rage will haunt us forever.
Pause and ponder. Think before you act. Be patient. Forgive & forget. Love one and all.
If you judge people, you have no time to love them. -- Mother Teresa

Monday, March 2, 2009

Lessons of life~

1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
So don't get disappointed easily..
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
Do what you are capable of doing..
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
So love every living things..
4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
Take things easily..
5. Pay off your credit cards every month.
If you have one :)
6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
Opinions are wide in range. So try to accept sometimes..
7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.
But make sure you choose a right person..
8. It's okay to get angry with God. He can take it.
Because He is the creator of faith..
9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.
Savings ensures a brighter tomorrow..
10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.
Sweet things taste great..
11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
Take everything as a lesson..
12. It's okay to let your children see you cry.
Hmm.. Not sure.. :)
13. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
Comparing decrease your self esteem..
14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.
Nothing is secret in a relationship..
15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.
Hopefully...
16. Life is too short for long pity parties. Get busy living, or get busy dying.
Life is always busy...
17. You can get through anything if you stay put in today.
Nothing is impossible if you think its possible..
18. A writer writes. If you want to be a writer, write.
Begins with ABCD...
19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.
Your life is in your hands.. You have to decide it..
20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.
Keep going until you catch it..
21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special.
Everyday is a special day if you take it in that way..
22. Over-prepare, then go with the flow.
Life alaways has a flow on its own..
23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.
Use oppurtunities today.. Don't wait for tommorrow..
24. The most important sex organ is the brain.
Human brain is the most beautiful thing and at the same time the most cruel..
25. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
You are responsible to keep your self happy..
26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words: "In five years, will this matter?"
Life has to be move on.. No matter what happens..
27. Always choose life.
Don't live your life for others.. Life your life for yourself...
28. Forgive everyone everything.
Forgiveness is a habit of GOD.. How nice if we have it..? Should have..
29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
But sometimes it can actually guide you to correct your mistakes..
30. Time heals almost everything. Give time time.
Everything changes as time move on.. I believe in that..
31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
Wait for the change and hold on although its tough...
32. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.
Friends are forever.. Once a friend always a friend..
33. Believe in miracles.
Sometimes it can take place in your life too..
34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.
Love has no boundaries...
35. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.
Take things as good lessons everyday..
36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.
Always 16 :)
37. Your children get only one childhood. Make it memorable.
Parents are responsible for that..
38. Read the Psalms. They cover every human emotion.
Really??
39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
Every morning sunshine varies...
40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.
Others are suffering more than us.. Understand that and be grateful to God..
41. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.
Every moment is precious..
42. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
Meaningless things are useless in life.. But sometimes they mean a lot too when it comes to memories..
43. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.
Love is beyond expectations..
44. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
God knows what you need in your life..
45. The best is yet to come.
Waiting is no harm than rushing.. Sometimes fortune doors take time to open..
46. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
Live your life... Enjoy it..
47. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
Its the instant therapy you have with yourself always...
48. If you don't ask, you don't get.
Asking enhances your understanding.. So don't be shy to ask or answer..
49. Yield.
Don't worry so much about the lost, remember that at the end there will be at least a small yeild from it..
50. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift.
Life is endless until God puts a fullstop..




Regina Brett The Plain Dealer, Cleveland , Ohio and editted by subaguna~

Taken from 100 best poems website~
Specially dedicated to my beloved mother..
You mean a lot in my life ma..